1st trimester

I struggled. It was last few weeks of school and I missed taking my girls to lots of things because I just was too tired. The entire month of june we did maybe 2 things. I felt horrible but i was so weak and so sick. We ended up telling Aspen because I really needed her to help with Barrett while I was sick. She is amazing. So amazing. I hope I'm amazing as Aspen one day. We also took her places and paid her when she helped. I was pretty desperate.  I decided not to tell anyone until I went to the dr. My insurance didnt cover dr bullero and I kind of stressed and waited a while to see another dr because so few were covered and I didnt want another dr like Aspens drs office. If I had know I would have picked an insurance around my dr. I went in to see my new dr the day before we went on vacation to Utah for the archery challenge.  I definitely looked more bloated and I was embarrassed because I had alot of steroids the past few months waiting for my dupixent shot to be paid for and now weighed like 155. Even though I went to the gym everyday before.