I spent most of November sick or coughing with asthma or both. December got better but here I am on December 27th coughing all night long.
I go through so much asthma medicine each day. I also can barely sleep at night and barely wake up in the a.m
I get sad I'm not being as a good of a mom as I want to be. Lota guilt. Lots falls on Colby or sadly Aspen has had to grow up so much this year. I cry thinking about it. Also I have to hold in the crying because I'll have an asta attack. I'm waiting for my dr. To get back from Christmas break to see when she will induce me. It will probably be the longest 2 weeks ever. In 2020 I want to be a kinder mom who says yes more. I want to serve my husband and show him how much I love and appreciate him
Last monday I was 35 weeks and got to do an ultrasound. Baby was measuring 2 weeks ahead. Weighing about 6lbs 9 oz.. She Moved so much. I found out my placenta was in front just like Barrett. It does put my mind at ease a little because I felt like she doeant always move as much. But I'm not supposed to feel her as much. I get lots of Braxton hicks when I move a little. Grocery shopping I feel like puts me in false labor.
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